Tag Archives: Sadness

2 days

Dear Granddad, Is that all I get now? 2 days? This whole year has come around almost and all I have left is 2 days? When did life pass me by? When did everything move on? When did everyone else … Continue reading

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50 weeks already?

I get told that I am acting like a right bitch and that’s from my own mother, but I know she says it with the utmost love because she knows that that is not me being me, that it me … Continue reading

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I miss you

Now when I say ‘I miss you’ a lot of people spring to mind. There is my BFF Emily who has gone to America and is studying Drama there There is my granddad who has been gone almost a year … Continue reading

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So that was christmas?

All I want for Christmas is to not be sad one day is that too much to ask. Does it?? I mean really, that was christmas? Gone are the days when I would wake up with a jump in my … Continue reading

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Christmas, flu and becoming ‘mum’

This is the first christmas where I feel I have lost the christmas spirit. It may be for a number of reasons. The main two that I can think of are that: My granddad is gone and so I am … Continue reading

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Do you care?

I recently got out of hospital, I was in there for a few days and in the end, I really wanted to get out. I haven’t been in or gone near a hospital since my granddad died in february and … Continue reading

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Hi, this must be your knife in my back…

Sometimes, the people who You thought you were closest are the people who are really strangers in the end No matter how far I try to get away from the past and everything that has happened, it always comes back … Continue reading

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I can see how much you care…

A girl’s gotta do, what a girl’s gotta do…too bad she’s gotta do it with someone new. According to the Urban dictionary, a best friend is “a very special people in your life. They are the first people you think … Continue reading

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Dear Grandad, I need to talk to you again.

Dear Granddad, It seems that this is the only way that I know how to express how I truly feel anymore. I’m not as strong as I used to be granddad, but it is so hard for me to admit … Continue reading

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