Tag Archives: Pain

50 weeks already?

I get told that I am acting like a right bitch and that’s from my own mother, but I know she says it with the utmost love because she knows that that is not me being me, that it me … Continue reading

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I miss you

Now when I say ‘I miss you’ a lot of people spring to mind. There is my BFF Emily who has gone to America and is studying Drama there There is my granddad who has been gone almost a year … Continue reading

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I’m in and I’m out again

I haven’t been in a hospital since I was 9 and so to end up having to go twice in under 2 weeks is a rare thing for me. I admit that when I went in the first time, I … Continue reading

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Hi, this must be your knife in my back…

Sometimes, the people who You thought you were closest are the people who are really strangers in the end No matter how far I try to get away from the past and everything that has happened, it always comes back … Continue reading

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Dear Grandad…I’m better

Dear Grandad, I am so much better and I have never felt more calm with myself. I have never felt more like myself. I am calmer and I am a lot different. Before I was always so angry…at everyone, at … Continue reading

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Sometimes I surprise myself.

    You are doing better than you think you are. I knew I was good at ICT – technology and I knew I was good at making up websites, but I never thought I would be so good as … Continue reading

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I can see how much you care…

A girl’s gotta do, what a girl’s gotta do…too bad she’s gotta do it with someone new. According to the Urban dictionary, a best friend is “a very special people in your life. They are the first people you think … Continue reading

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Dear Grandad, I need to talk to you again.

Dear Granddad, It seems that this is the only way that I know how to express how I truly feel anymore. I’m not as strong as I used to be granddad, but it is so hard for me to admit … Continue reading

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Dear Granddad

Dear Granddad, I know that this is a letter that you’ll never get, but I am praying that you will see it and writing to you always did make me feel better. I don’t know what to do anymore granddad … Continue reading

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