Tag Archives: Grandparent

Loved to the point that I see my future.

Now I was one of those odd and I agree weird children that had a general idea of where I wanted my life to go, what I wanted to do and where I wanted to live. I wanted to be … Continue reading

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2 days

Dear Granddad, Is that all I get now? 2 days? This whole year has come around almost and all I have left is 2 days? When did life pass me by? When did everything move on? When did everyone else … Continue reading

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50 weeks already?

I get told that I am acting like a right bitch and that’s from my own mother, but I know she says it with the utmost love because she knows that that is not me being me, that it me … Continue reading

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I miss you

Now when I say ‘I miss you’ a lot of people spring to mind. There is my BFF Emily who has gone to America and is studying Drama there There is my granddad who has been gone almost a year … Continue reading

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So that was christmas?

All I want for Christmas is to not be sad one day is that too much to ask. Does it?? I mean really, that was christmas? Gone are the days when I would wake up with a jump in my … Continue reading

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Do you care?

I recently got out of hospital, I was in there for a few days and in the end, I really wanted to get out. I haven’t been in or gone near a hospital since my granddad died in february and … Continue reading

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Take a step back and breathe

Never be in a hurry; do everything quietly and in a calm spirit. Do not lose your inner peace for anything whatsoever, even if your whole world seems upset It has been a crazy week and looking back on it … Continue reading

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Hi, this must be your knife in my back…

Sometimes, the people who You thought you were closest are the people who are really strangers in the end No matter how far I try to get away from the past and everything that has happened, it always comes back … Continue reading

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Dear Grandad…I’m better

Dear Grandad, I am so much better and I have never felt more calm with myself. I have never felt more like myself. I am calmer and I am a lot different. Before I was always so angry…at everyone, at … Continue reading

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To my future children…

  With everything that I have been through this year and throughout my life, I will be able to give my future children this little thing, there is always a silver lining. To my future children, I know that I … Continue reading

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