Life is one long process of getting tired.
I have been at university for about 3 weeks now and I am so tired. This is my week:
- Monday – Sleep and do school work
- Tuesday – Lectures from 9 – 5
- Wednesday – Workshop from 9 – 11 and then do school work
- Thursday – Workshops and Lectures from 11 – 5
- Friday – Workshops and Lectures from 11 – 4
- Saturday – Working as a waitress from 11 – 7
- Sunday – Working as a waitress from 11 – 7
I have to make sure that I am in bed and getting ready to go to sleep by 9 because I need my sleep and I am so tired. I thought that 6th form was draining, but working and studying at the same time is really taking a lot out of me. I am so tired all the time.
I try to stay awake and I try to listen, but by the end of the day I am so tired. I just want to sleep and I even fell asleep on my friend’s shoulder once. He didn’t mind, but it just shows you how tired I am.
My mother said to me, when I started GCSEs, ‘I’ll see you in 7 – 8 years‘ what she meant was that I would be working so much and so hard that she was barely going to see me unless it was half term or summer. She was actually right because I work so hard. I leave home early. I get home late and then I do a lot of my school work. I am so tired.
If I could, I would spend a whole day just sleeping, but I can’t because I have so much work to do. Ah well, life is about hard days and sleep-less nights. I just wish it wasn’t all so hard. I understand life is hard, but all the time?
At least I have my friends to keep me awake and if they are reading this, then they know who they are 🙂
I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.